slightly irritated..

My day started out with my son not wanting to get up yelling ....I am tired at the top of his lungs....so great start...I decide not to bring my coat and of course it starts to rain ... I go into town to bring some papers to the council... But realize I realize I have to print off some bank statements..so I go to the library...15 mins on a pc sure goes by fast when they start the time before you even get to the pc...then I log on and try to print... It does not go to plan...I have go back and get another pc due to first pc running out of time..

Only good thing is I know what I have to do...I print off a pile of sheets then log off then realize I missed one.. ugh... Do I go back.. no.....

I walk to the council ...mood is good till I start giving the paper work to the lady...I am not sure if she likes her job or runs on commission because she is so abrupt..its like she has a 10 min time limit per person who sits at her desk... I don't think she knows how to be pleasant...so by the time I left I was in tears...not that I let anyone see.. ( that's a flaw of mine ....I can cry if I am happy or sad or angry, irritated...you name I will probably cry.). So I still have to bring in more paperwork as I forgot them..so I am hoping I will not be speaking to that lady...

I then go shopping not that I have money to do so but I do find something that my budget can allow, I leave and go for a coffee realizing I have left my bank card at the previous shop....eek panic..!!! I go back to the shop card is still there...phewww go back to coffee shop and my coffee is ready so this is where I am now.. having a coffee and blogging... Who know what else will happen today but I am hoping its better then this morning...

Let's see today was pretty good...I didn't get glared at..or maybe I didn't notice.. one thing I did notice though is while shopping with my daughter. I always wondered why clothes cost so much more for larger sized ones ... I have noticed most shops don't carry any clothes for the larger person...or plus size or oversized...
How hard would it be to carry bigger sized clothes at reasonable prices...in this town I live in there are shops that carry larger clothes...and one place is so expensive and not my style.. its a good thing I sew because I still haven't figured out how a top can cost more for the bigger size..its irritating!!!!
There was another shop that did carry larger sizes for reasons I have no idea..I did find out that I can buy online but that is rather expensive also...

how people assume

Wow blog number 2... This is harder then I ever thought... I just want people to realize it is hard being fat... People just think oh just cut down what you eat and exercise... Oh if it were easy as that....least I wish it was that easy...
One thing I read in the papeer about "obese" (hate that word) people costing the nhs a pile of money, well I would like to know where they get that from because I haven't seen any help.... I know a lot of people will say you ate the food so its your fault why your big..
Thing is though if I had money to pay privately would anyone question having surgery to help to lose weight..probably not..but if I went to Dr to get help.. its a different story...
I would like one of those people who make those snide remarks try one of those fat suits that weigh what I weigh and see how they can get around.. I figure that person won't be making those snide remarks any more..

first ever blog

Well first time for everything, let's start...one thing I have noticed is when I walk down the street people stare...they usually do the 360 just to see if I am fat all around....or they say "wow" or did you see that....
OMG !!!!! I DIDN'T NOTICE I WAS FAT!!!!! I didn't look in the mirror this morning...aaaakkk!!! Really come on people...
Do you people who do stare not realise I can see.. I am not blind just fat. Oh I am not deaf either.. tell you what though I think people must think I am because the stuff I hear isn't very nice.. I give myself a hard enough time being fat so I actually don't need to be reminded everyday..